| Have moved to anulife7.blogspost.com
See you guys there! :D |
| |
| Been a LONG while..
I wonder if anyone still checks this..
say I if you did! :D |
| |
| Wow.. looks like i've abandoned this blogged for far too long.. Should I start blogging again? Who thinks I should keep writing? Haha.. It's not like anybody still checks or ever checked for that matter. I'm back in Malaysia now. For my last ever 3 months holiday (hopefully). Results will be out this thursday and I didn't know it. I'm getting pretty scared. What if I don't pass? But on the other hand, if I DO pass.. means I have to start the ever-so-dreaded working life next year. Yes. I found a job.. as an accountant in a mid-tier accounting firm. To be honest. I do not even know whether it's what I really want to do. I had my eyes set on doing hospitality after my degree.. but my mum.. AGAIN.. had to open her big fat mouth and asked me not to study nemore.
I know some of you might be thinking how mean I am to be calling my mum that, but it's just the truth. And me being an ever-so-filial child (LOL - self praise? ahaha.. ) of course will listen to my mum. Haih.. I don't understand how can a mother be so selfish. Do not even get me started as to why I am doing the course I'm doing. I do want to relive that memory every again. I do not understand why my mother does not know what makes me happy? And that money is not everything? If she thinks it's a mistake.. shouldn't I be making the mistake on my own so that I learn my own lessons and won't have any regrets and "what if" questions? Haih.. I was indeed very troubled during that time. But whatever it is.. it's too late now. I have accepted the offer.. and I'm starting work end of feb. Wish me luck guys!
There are many things bothering me right now.. but I can't seem to find the words to describe them, knowing my limited vocab. So, I don't think I will be blogging about it at least maybe until I find the words too.. if not haha.. too bad! LOL.. Anyways, I should be stopping now... haha.. till my next blog! Hopefully in the near future.. I think I realise that I miss blogging. Hehe.. it's really a place to rant out whatever you are thinking. Haha.. alrite, blabbing again. Laters!
|
| |
| i'm so boooorrreeeddddd!!
|
| |
| I finally know where I am now.
I finally know where I stand.
I finally know what kind of people that surrounds me.
And I finally understand what friends are meant to be.
I am not angry. I am not sad. I just finally came to my senses. If they couldn't just wait for a coupla days or maybe a week, then so be it. Why do u even bother trying to make it up? Don't. Because that will just get on to my nerves. If you're not sincere then don't be. It's just pathetic after that.
I'm getting a headache. :(
|
| |
